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My whole week was work and niece. I'm annoyed...

Somehow I managed to watch Sailor Moon Crystal in and out.

All I'll say is that this is the brightest stuff I've ever seen so far. Not into the OP theme though.



MAMO! LOOK AT HIM!

A short one. Maybe my blog is a little boring due to work and just not watching a lot of TV. Maybe I should do more comic/show reviews. Like I did with gundam.

Everyone is talking about Game of Thrones, Breaking Bad, etc etc.

Anyways, stuck with niece because...well, I don't want to get into it again. She's 3 now.

In a Nutshell (Sailor Moon)
Crystal is coming, and these are my small thoughts on the teaser:
- Not liking the OP at all. It has a typical youth J-pop rhythm from Morning Musume or AKB48. Matter of fact, it just further reminds of me of the Pre-Cure cast involved in the project.

- BGM sounds nice.

- KOTONO!

- It's like the brightest character design I've seen so far. Not sure if that's a good or bad thing. Maybe "good" in a way, like it tells me to expect something big. Like Usagi's eyes, which look gooey and want to bulge out.

I am fine with it though.

Dreams
Here's a weird one: Riding a motorcycle.
And very slowly, as if I'm taking beginning steps to work. And for some reason my motorcycle had a thruster switch.

What could it mean?

Well, my butt's been busy.

And this new week starts off with some nice racism. Course I'm being sarcastic; paternal shows are wrecking our brains. It's pathetic to begin with.

So one lady says that "black people always sleep around and get people pregnant". Which makes me wonder what episodes did she miss? I don't know the ratio nor care.

and one guy counters/complaints saying that "what about the white people are welfare? Most of them are."

Although the lady was super false, guy mentions later about how whites are the biggest crooks, liars and such.

Where am I really? Racism is no good, no matter what. Unhealthy; call it naive, don't fight racism with it.

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Last week was also busy, and I told that stinkpest not to bother me.

Don't ask favors from someone by showing spite towards them virtually every time.

^ This is for someone who blames ADHD for her behavior. Should that "impairment" make that person easily remember how she was treated wrongly, but can't acknowledge the good things that are done for her?

It's ATTENTION DEFICIT! ATTENTION HYPERACTIVITY! It doesn't mean you're stupid, at all, or your focus is defunct (unless it's really extreme?). This is the issue with those w/o mental def. awareness.

She's such a brat. What is it?

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I'm sure there is a difference between:
- Not knowing
- Forgetting
- Just plain can't figure it out if I tried. Probably the most painful.

I'm at a case where I feel retarded. Yes, a "bad word", but I believe it this time.

Maybe its pointless or silly to say that I'm broke because who isn't at times? On another day, I can feel content with where I am and have faith in the future. It's just part of being human. Still, I'm not sure where I went wrong. I can't seem to figure out the key to more finance and moving elsewhere. Something is not right here.

What I really want to do is to be rewarded for the hobbies I've picked up. I really envy those who have work in video games, or seems to have a well-known hobby in video games (such as speed-runners).

But I can't find out how this all works. Especially with me working in customer service. So what do I often hear? Work more, go to school and find more work OR get married. What is it?

All in all, I think you should enjoy with what you're doing. The key to success is having fun. I just dislike enthusiasm being awarded so minimally.

And the tooth dreams are returning, which reflects insecurity.

Some interesting links??
ADHD: A sham? (I often think this way. Like, "Who cares? Wityh some effort, I can get through yeah?"

Are-all-recent-online-shooters-aimed-to-ADHD-kids? (What? Why? o-O If you like action, you do)

I don't think I'm that great with shooters or maybe I hate losing Its easy to shoot and kill someone, but staying alive is the tough part. Some are faster than others.

Definitely need work on fighting games.

TV TIME
Plenty of progress in Tokusatsu.

Finally meet Green ranger (Dragon Ranger) in Zyuranger (original Power Rangers) and I'm nearly done with Shinkenger and Kakuranger.

I'll just say that I am really tired.

Tired and lazy from workaholic syndrome or so that's what I call it, while being inspired on and off. And I fought off getting sick from cleaning the house. Clean freak! But, most of it was worth it. Its nice to see your actions pay off.

I really need to settle. I'm a little apprehensive.

What's next:
- Buddy Complex thoughts
- Seiya Omega
- Cpnt. Earth
- How to breathe, relax, and think; another "down day"; can't remember
- Nice lady/cross gift
- Monster Hunter, Mario 3, and Legend of Zelda progress
- Freakin' weather.

This week: Mostly oral pain and enviousness.
Going to pursue volunteering again.

There's talk about min. wage income increase, but I still don't think it's enough. It'll take years for it to reach the ten mark, and it still wouldn't do.

I've been a little selfish. Wanted to purchase Skyward Sword (it's at least fifty at a local store) but it requires Wii Motion+. Decided against it. I still have Final Fantasy Tactics and Monster Hunter to work on. I'd like to play something that won't be too disappointing; a little worried after reading SS reviews. Also, if I play it, I can properly read Hyrule Historia.

I am putting it away until I get further into Yukikaze. My painful decision. I don't like skipping pages, that's all. It doesn't deserve it. It's beautiful.

Precious video time. Don't ever do this! Beautiful, but don't pet wolves.

mmm...

Okay, so, on Sunday, my popcorn caught on fire.

And lately, I haven't been babysitting. It's probably TOO EARLY (or too good to be true) to say this, but I might not be babysitting anymore. At least, not as often. I really don't know what's going on.

I have to give my mommy-pie some credit. Finally. She smacked the gavel and said the hell with it. At first, I secretly criticized her caring too much, but she was only doing what was right. But a camel's hump can only carry so much.

I've said it over and over: Niece's parents are idiots, even more so when it come to niece's "mom" (AKA: Stinkpest). Because hey, this should've happened in the first place. Was I supposed to babysit her on and off until the mom graduated? I think not.

And I despise helping someone so spiteful. However...now...because I babysat niece so long, there is a slight empty feeling. Also, some worry.

What frustrated me more than watching the vigorous child I must be getting old was the methods of the parents. Niece had yet to go to daycare; the circumstances behind it would take too long to explain. EVERYTHING would take too long to explain, from reasons as to why I don't like Stinkpest to what I have been going through with babysitting, but you think that anyone with some cognition would consider their child's convenience, and not feed flames. So went spent days and days to find a place for the child to enjoy herself, spend her energy, do baby activities BECAUSE she is a smartie pants and is growing up, and not JUST spend time near the tv and being in the house. To be with other kids. although, bringing her home is the hard part. Typical of course

AND STOP DESTROYING MY FURNITURE!

But no. For some dumb reason, the little wank provokes both sides. My family and the father's family.

I have too much contempt for Stinkpest, and she has too much contempt for me and my mother, the latter who over and over has been helping her (so did my father). It was always like that. Just no consideration for anything, whether they're sick or not. And, it just disgusts me when love and support isn't recognized.

All the time and money I've spent on the kiddo. When I come home, she runs to me with this big smile and hugs my legs. Then, jumps up and down. Cause hey, I spoil her. And if she wants crackers or chips, she points to it. She eats food from my plate, and she doesn't like it when I leave, even when I go to the mailbox...

But I gotta live my life. This was going to ultimately happen anyway, because she's not my kid. She's Stiknpest's kid and stinkpest is going to be the influence.

So I'M FREE! or am I?

I thought I'd get better sleep...

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Kamen Rider Wizard. SPOILERS BELOW! GO GO!

( Kamen Rider Wizard ending? )

My week starts rough and ends rough. I had an ugly 'hate dream", which I didn't want to agree on, and my Sunday started rocky. Now I wonder about myself, and if my dream reflects myself. Or didn't I say before that dreams are mostly negative?

I almost didn't want to go anywhere.

Anyways...back to the title.

America is, apparently. And Britain isn't happy.

I'm sure most of us dislike war for obvious reasons, and either inside or stated openly, we have conflicting reasons over why we should go or why we should not go. First I thought, I agreed with what John Kerry said Liberals liberals, Lib-tards, whiners, dumbass, huah huah huah with "speaking to us [the people of the nation] for an answer" at the start of the announcement. I couldn't hear everything because I was in my car on a short break, listening to the radio.

Did America, and myself as an American, wanted payback for 9/11? Yes. Do I dislike violence? Yes. Do I like self-defense? Yes. Do I like to see innocent children and medical personnel get killed? NO! A one-track mind. Even in Hetalia (Axis Powers ヘタリア), America is portrayed with a "justice loving" stereotype. There's also a ton of other Japanese manga/anime and games; one that sticks out in my memory the most is my bro GALFORD from Samurai Showdown (Samurai Spirits) series! =D

But the question is: Why help Syria? Is America the Superman of the world?
And what would our image be if we did nothing?

Oh BTW,

( More tipping politics scale. No idea why I was rambling about mentality )

I am not denying anything. I guess someone has to do it. Right needs to punch the Left radicals and Left needs to the punch the Right radicals. Wouldn't call it "news".

With that said, 50 years ago, MLK made his "I have a dream" speech.

I'm putting up a photo of Kaze Tachinu because:
1.) Airplane!
2.) Hirokoshi Jiro looking cool
3.) It's flat out cool
4.) Miyazaki Hayao's passion and pacifist beliefs
5.) I want to watch it

So Miyazaki is getting criticized for worshiping Hirokoshi as a hero. The movie is a tribute to the warplane engineer, his dream, and his struggle during the Depression and 1930s earthquake. Miyazaki spoke against the Prime Minister and his idea to revise the Renunciation of War of Japan's Constitution. Miyazaki was also against "re-writing the truth" (aka: reading only what we choose to know).

Banning of "Barefoot Gen" in children schools

I can't say anymore until I watch the movie. But, since Hiro was willingly building warplanes responsible for the historical incidents that make Japanese and Koreans alike sensitive, what is Miyazaki's view? What am I missing? Is it just Hiro's desire? No matter what his Zero fighter did?

Vehicles are flexible and don't have to be built as weapons. Even though, I TOO think that fighter planes are pretty darn cool. They maximum the effectiveness of aerodynamics, and look pretty sexy while flying.

Also, Miyazaki is retiring? Naaaaah, you wouldn't do that would you?

Which reminds me, I am writing a fictional story about a pilot who loves flying. He graduated from Officer's training and eventually became a fighter pilot, because he was inspired to love fighter planes. After a match against a rival, he mention that non-simulated air combat will be the test he needs to further pursing his flying craft. Before that, he questioned why America went to war and what did it mean to "be an American"?

Tomorrow or maybe next week, I don't know when, I'm going to do another Sonic memory and complain about reading.

I need red bull or something. Even without niece, I'm exhausted.