Doggie

I can't win can I?

Now sure if I can say if I should be more upset with myself or just how things are processed. I have little money.

All of this could've been avoided if I just had been more observant, but I rushed because I was too determined. This often happens. I rush because I wanted to do something so badly, and I was upset with being too distracted. I would have a plan laid out, but it isn't effective or isn't agreeable because I did not see holes. I did not one single important detail. That one detail or two would elude me for some reason.

And this is often the route to embarrassment.

....I would've been less upset if I had known sooner.

Back to square one. I hate myself sometimes.

On the good side: D.GRAYMAN has returned.

Don't ask favors from someone by showing spite towards them virtually every time.

^ This is for someone who blames ADHD for her behavior. Should that "impairment" make that person easily remember how she was treated wrongly, but can't acknowledge the good things that are done for her?

It's ATTENTION DEFICIT! ATTENTION HYPERACTIVITY! It doesn't mean you're stupid, at all, or your focus is defunct (unless it's really extreme?). This is the issue with those w/o mental def. awareness.

She's such a brat. What is it?

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I'm sure there is a difference between:
- Not knowing
- Forgetting
- Just plain can't figure it out if I tried. Probably the most painful.

I'm at a case where I feel retarded. Yes, a "bad word", but I believe it this time.

Maybe its pointless or silly to say that I'm broke because who isn't at times? On another day, I can feel content with where I am and have faith in the future. It's just part of being human. Still, I'm not sure where I went wrong. I can't seem to figure out the key to more finance and moving elsewhere. Something is not right here.

What I really want to do is to be rewarded for the hobbies I've picked up. I really envy those who have work in video games, or seems to have a well-known hobby in video games (such as speed-runners).

But I can't find out how this all works. Especially with me working in customer service. So what do I often hear? Work more, go to school and find more work OR get married. What is it?

All in all, I think you should enjoy with what you're doing. The key to success is having fun. I just dislike enthusiasm being awarded so minimally.

And the tooth dreams are returning, which reflects insecurity.

Some interesting links??
ADHD: A sham? (I often think this way. Like, "Who cares? Wityh some effort, I can get through yeah?"

Are-all-recent-online-shooters-aimed-to-ADHD-kids? (What? Why? o-O If you like action, you do)

I don't think I'm that great with shooters or maybe I hate losing Its easy to shoot and kill someone, but staying alive is the tough part. Some are faster than others.

Definitely need work on fighting games.

TV TIME
Plenty of progress in Tokusatsu.

Finally meet Green ranger (Dragon Ranger) in Zyuranger (original Power Rangers) and I'm nearly done with Shinkenger and Kakuranger.

Little frustrated. Had the baby since last Thursday. It is now Wednesday.

I thought I should do this: Who am I and what do I blog about?

I'll first say that this is NOT a friends-only blog. While I have a few friends-locked entries that I might be leery paranoid? about showing in public, this is pretty much an open blog. All you need is a username on livejournal; anonymous posters should be able to post as well.

I am nicknamed Doggie because well, a majority of my nicknames are based on canines. I am an avid dog lover; in general, I like animals. Often, I will blog about animals, share links and videos about them, especially if it has to do with their amazing work in being heroes. For example, dogs in the military, or in the firefighter and police service. Please see the tag Pets and animals.

As much as animals, I love games of all kinds. I'm like a big kid; this also includes video games (Definitely). It plays a large part in my world of entertainment, and I will talk about it plenty under the tag Games, and in further detail under the tag 'gaming ramble". I will also include amusement parks, and anything on TV and radio.

Lately, I have not been watching much TV aside from documentaries. So if you want to find recent impressions on new dramas/shows or new seasons, I am probably not the best person to go to. It is the same thing for books. Writing is correlated to reading; however, this is not a blog where I post excerpts of fanfiction and such. Also, I don't read a lot of fanfiction.

Yes, I do talk about ANIME and MANGA.

I can be a bit of pompous jerk, but who isn't? Under the tag "rants and my ugly side", and while I don't like revealing personal matters, I complain about teen pregnancy (no, I'm not a teen parent). Or rather, I get fired up maybe more than necessary about crime, especially child-related crimes (ie: abuse, negligence) and gang violence. This is often inclined towards youth isn't it? Maybe I should control my temper Just a warning.

Again, with "personal subjects", I don't like to bring them up. I have a loving nuclear family, a dog (my 2nd), and a large extended family. I have a few other nieces and nephews, but in recent days I talk about my newest niece who I often babysit. I don't talk about myself much because I'm a considerably private person. I also don't share photos of myself or people I know. Two photos of my dog are the only exception.

Once in and while, I will talk about machines, especially aerial machines and cars! I've been an airplane fan for a long time. Check the tag "vehicles and sports"

MUSIC! I enjoy it plenty much, and I try to listen to whatever I can to expand my knowledge of it. Because listening to one or two genres is just too boring to me.

mmm, what am I missing?

Here's a word that I use to describe me when it comes to PC stuff: Tech-tarded.

It's frustrating when I follow what seems to be simple directions on how to make both Photoshop and wireless network on my telephone function properly. Yet it doesn't seem to work. Like for example, I click "Type Tool" on Photoshop and I made the "type box" but I can't type? What did I do wrong?

I know, it's my first time using it. I'm trying out the trial so I have 30 days to create a couple of successful header banners, one being for my blog. I may have a good idea for a layout. As for my phone, trying to test video uploading since I made gameplay vids of Monster Rancher 2 and Mario Kart. SPEAKING of Mario Kart.

MARIO KART Wii!
Before I return to Wii Online (and maybe figure out a way to get a more stable connection?), I want to hone my skills and unlockable more vehicles and characters. Also it looks like I can't handle Automatic driving anymore.

Such a simple track like Luigi Circuit can really show how bad of a driver I am because of my lack of skill and effort. I also noticed some of the "Retro tracks" were linear, or just in a simple circle, but I need to work on my turns and mini-turbo. Especially on my WII WHEEL, where I have a tendency to press the drift button shortly before I turn!

I managed to get all Gold trophies on 50CC but not on 100cc and 150cc, so that's going to be a while. So that means no mirror (?!) tracks for a while.

Here's the agenda!

• Baby Daisy: 1 Star in all 50cc Wii-Cups


• Baby Luigi: Unlock 8 Expert Staff Ghost Data in Time Trials


• Birdo: Play Time Trials on 16 different courses or win 250 Wi-Fi matches.


• Bowser Jr. 1 Star in all 100cc Retro-Cups


• Daisy Win 150cc Special Cup


• Diddy Kong Complete retro 50cc Cups


• Dry Bones Win 100cc Leaf Cup


• Dry Bowser 1 Star in all 150cc Wii-Cups


• Funky Kong Unlock 4 Expert Staff Ghost Data in Time Trials


• King Boo Win 50cc Star Cup


• Mii (Outfit A) Win 100cc Special Cup


• Mii (Outfit B) Unlock all 32 Expert Staff Ghost Data in Time Trials


• Rosalina Have a Super Mario Galaxy savefile and she will be unlocked after 50 races or get 1 star in all 8 Mirror Mode Cups


• Toadette Play Time Trials on all 32 different courses or win 1000 Wi-Fi matches.


• MORE Unlocks here: GameFaqs

About Expert GHOSTS: Normal Staff Ghosts are automatically unlocked and ready to race against in Time Trial mode for a good thrashing, and beating these by several seconds unlocks an Expert Staff Ghost.

I beat two Normal ghosts already. Didn't I unlock an expert?! Is my lap times bad?

Darn it sonic!
It's stuck in my head! First there's Sonic CD with Robotnik/Eggman's boss theme (Jpn/PAL version only), now there's Sonic RUSH. In Sonic CD, a song is sampled; in Rush, a speech is sampled.

Here's "Wrapped in Black".



Maybe I like the coffee jokes on Youtube.

Last night I had a weird dream about abuse, or fighting/threats. Whatever it was, it was scary.

and I finally figured out the difference between Getter Robo, Getter G/Getter Dragon *Did not know they were the same. What does "G" stand for?*, Shin Getter Robo and Shin Getter Dragon. Whew. Shin Getter's amazing, and looks sleek; Black Getter is neat too!

I had a biiiig mecha lesson last week (or the week before) from Gundam to Ideon ~Shivers~, but just figured out the Getter thing today.

I really like Mazinkaiser too. Nagai Go's the man.