Doggie

Lack of munchkin niece this week, for ONCE, because one parent is a spiteful idiot. Big surprise there. Such a shame; all I can do is NOT talk about anything nice. Just have low expectations and that's terrible.

However, despite "peaceful days", I've been so tired. The week has been cool and rainy on and off, so did it contribute to me wanting to nap?

Also, having awful dreams when I'm in a lot of arguments and getting insulted. In one, I got fired for forgetting something.

Yeah, I think that definitely reflects IRL: being forgetful when I'm busy with caught in something else. But why are the dreams becoming so disheartening recently?

Also, more coughing fits?

[ I WANT A 3DS! ]
Pokemon XY new Reveals

Look at this stuff!

I have got to give Tajiri Satoshi some credit. Whether anyone thinks that he's milking the Pokemon series or not, he's been dedicated to its theme and evolution. All it does is rile up my curiosity, especially since I've been so behind for so long. And I'm just tired of not trying out new things.

No one's too young or old to play games. Also, I want to try out Monster Hunter (there's one on the Wii...) and maybe Animal Crossing?

Liking the new Blaziken (Bashamo)

Lucario vs M2.

So, Genesect in the new movie? Does that mean it's a mega type?

[ Breath of Fire 3 ]
Because I didn't have to babysit for a while, I spent free time returning to video gaming. I still have a fishing quest to do on Breath of Fire III: To achieve THE FISH rank (9999 pts). I still can't believe that I found that GKS months before (photo here!). And I still have to find it in Breath of Fire IV. In MOST cases, I don't challenge side quests like for special items, but I've decided to this time.

Name of fish that I caught, and the largest size:
MartianSquid (80 cm)
Blowfish (20 cm) Missed it somehow...
Octopus (70 cm)
Mackerel (70 cm)

I was looking for the Black Porgy (60cm) too, but I can't remember if I caught it.

[ Tokusatsu ]
Picked up two new Kamen Rider series: OOO and W

OOO is extremely weird. ;) I'm gonna assume that the medals in us were made from carbon. The theme of OOO is greed and medals (core and cell types); and Irino Miyu voices Ankh, who for now, appears as just a creepy looking hand.

And Kamen Rider Wizard is almost done, yet it still feels so mysterious. But, a magician can't reveal its secrets though right?

[ SEIYA: THE HADES ERA! ]
After years of consideration, I've finally watched and completed the OVA Hades Saga of Saint Seiya. I'm glad it's over. I don't think I want to watch anything Seiya-related FOR A WHILE, except Omega.

hanagoke was right...

I like Morita Mazakazu, and I know that he likes Furuya Toru and Seiya, and he wants to play heroes like Furuya does, but I don't recommend him as Seiya. Man, the Bronze Saints sounded terrible (Hyoga, Shun, Seiya, Shiryu, Ikki). Sakurai Takehiro was Shiryu, and was maybe half good at times.

Seiya? Absolutely abrasive.

Hyoga...I liked Hashimoto's Hyoga, and this new guy was terrible. I don't like Konoshi-Ikki that much either; he lacks a bit of dignity.

And how am I supposed to find Master Camus believable? Who, in this version, is voiced by Kanna Nobutoshi.

Who thought of this casting?! Shiryu could not be helped I know, but they could've picked someone better. Least someone who could make things a BIT comfortable to listen to? Fortunately, Narita Ken voices Shiryu in SS Omega. So much better.

AND I WAS THREE EPS AT A DAMN WALL!

I liked Hashimoto Kouichi's Cygnus Hyoga for having a cool head and a passionate dignity in his performance. When he fights, he's entertaining. Hashi sounds like he probably did martial arts before.

Shun was...well, take some time getting used to. He sounds like a big baby; I don't want to spoil any more though.

Here's a good point: SEIYA FINALLY GIVES A CRAP ABOUT HIS SISTER!

Also, Furukawa Toshio as Thanatos.

What can I say?

Last week and the week before last was mostly uneventful because I was busy AND I RARELY RARELY had to babysit. For the later, I became lazy. There's something else, and it rekindled my dislike for secular hypocrisy and teen parents - or rather, "stupid parents". But never mind that. Getting rid of anger is healthy, but it's like I said before, I guess things won't change. And I'm not the type who likes to complain a lot.

And I darn began GOBUSTERS and Legend of Galactic Heroes (銀河英雄伝説; Ginga Eiyuu Densetsu). No thanks to dark_alone. I must be on six tokusatsu, Saint Seiya, two gundams, Fafner, Dancouga, etc. Way too much. I may not be able to finish Dancouga due to availability. I'd like to return to "Please Save my Earth" soon.

Oh yeah, I began ZZ (Double Zeta) GUNDAM. Judau is already likable.

BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS...and fanfiction
Frustration from lack of reading time, even though I'm close to halfway through my current book. (~_~) This doesn't help my lack of confidence in reading comprehension.

Also, Tom Clancy. Am I blind or is his font really darn tiny?!?!

The last time I talked about fanfiction was about M-rated content; recently, I came across a fanfic by an autistic writer (she said so). Her story's main character is autistic.

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Maybe the lesson to ALL OF THIS is "keep pushing".

Last Saturday was dad's birthday..I wonder what he'd say now?

I've been sick for a few days but things still continue, even with work and babysitting. I need to teach that kiddo (niece overlord) to say "aunt" because she keeps saying "mama"!! She used to say "ada/ajan".

Fanfiction
Had an interesting conversation with heldogtertjie about Lemon Fanfiction, its content, and what is the difference between explicit and non-explicit mature themes, since the former is what Fanfiction.net doesn't allow. NC-17 fic are no longer allowed; however, there are still plenty of M-rated fics with love scenes that are maintained. Perhaps NC-17 under the guise of M-rated.

Also, we discussed why fics with mature themes are so popular? It is difficult to explain but sometimes, least for me, when you see an explicit type story I tend to get disgusted. A story with good grammar is roughly seen as a good story, and apparently untouchable to rules. Heldo made a M-rated story for NARUTO recently (her first story), but the story's reviewers somewhat bugged me, which prompted the discussion.

"Could you read my story and tell me what you think?"

"Er...(hesitant)" But I did, and I thought it was good. However, I explained that two main grips I had with lemon was the use of slang and character discrepancies. The discrepancies are inevitable when a love scene is involved so I had to put that away. According to Fanfiction.net guidelines, M-rated fics are described as the following:

Not suitable for children or teens below the age of 16 with non-explicit suggestive adult themes, references to some violence, or coarse language. Fiction M can contain adult language, themes and suggestions. Detailed descriptions of physical interaction of sexual or violent nature is considered Fiction MA [aka: NC-17]. MA is not allowed.

It also states in red: Please note FanFiction.net does not accept explicit content, Fiction Rating: MA, and the rating is only presented for reference.

Too much to explain what we talked about. Here are some interesting Links (READ AT YOUR OWN RISK):

The 10 Most Mind-Shatteringly Awful Fan Fiction Fridays of 2009 (NFSW! R-18)

Godawful Fan Fiction Archive

5 of the worse!

Friggin' UnInvited!
I'm playing Uninvited (悪魔の招待状; a devilish invitation), and for a long time I always had a weakness in Point & Click search/puzzle games. I want to like it...but I don't want to check the FAQ for help. There are little hints as to where and how to progress. There are scrolls that tell you a little story about the betrayal of the master's disciple and how important items are locked away, but you're looking for your missing sister.

It's bothersome that not even process of elimination can help you that much in game. I like to think that every room is significant and that I should take whatever items that I can, especially items with a number next to them. I watered the plant and take the fruit, but what to do with the fruit? Give it to who or what? Hard to explain, maybe another time.

More in the game news: Possibly new Pokemon: Nobunaga's Ambition, also the excitement of Pokemon X and Y. I still don't have a 3DS...(=+=;) Slightly disappointed in finances.

Humor Vid time!


I kinda fear for Halloween at the job now.

SAKAKIBARA YOSHIKO! Who I affectionately call" Lord of Zeon" (ジオンの支配者; ロードオブジオン) in Wizardy Online: Earnest and too funny.

Here's what makes me happy: The original Son Goku of Dragonball, NOZAWA MASAKO! Finally appeared in America at Animazement 2013. "Voices of Heroes' World" Panel (long). What an interesting person! I just enjoyed listening to her stories, especially about her niece. Here's Dr. Kureha (ONE PIECE) and a Kamehameha:

He's back, and with a 2012 version. I posted 2011 in another entry: Foolish People.



Don't want to believe that these people exist

As for me, I'm totally beat. I had one break and that was Tuesday...(~_~) What else can I say? But, I get a total kick out of seeing my niece when she hasn't seen me in a while. I am almost done with Zeta Gundam, it is a show with inconsistencies.

Oh yeah, watching Shinkenger and GARO has a 3rd season.

A good last week, and I start off this week half accomplished and half discouraged. Sounds strange doesn't it? I was on a on-the-job evaluation for a couple of days and didn't make the cut because of physical weakness and pacing. Aside from that, I was told to have a great personality and that I pay attention to details. It was a lovely place too, people and atmosphere. I really wanted to work there; at least my resumes changes?

WHILE I understand this QUITE well and I carry no ill will, I'm a bit of a perfectionist, so I'm a little disappointed. I thought I just needed more time to make progress.

It was great to see niece overlord welcome me back when I returned.

Let me congratulate someone real quick: DANICA PATRICK! First woman to enter Pole Position in Daytona 500 qualifier!

I have to wonder. She has such strong physical and mental strength, despite being a racer. She isn't very tall and has little weight. I am similar to her even, and wanted to join the Sports Car club. Wouldn't my physique still be a problem?



GRRR!

Here's a song for her and me


Has nothing to do with encouragement or American football, but...it's still good. Gets me in a good mood. Apparently, it is a "reject" song?

This whole week, or rather teh start of the new year, can be described in one marvelous video clip.



Gonna keep my cool about other IRL things. Due to babysitting, I had a lack of focus. When you want to start the new week by looking forward, don't you just hate it when there's an interference? Since it's after Christmas and New Years, there's some things you want to catch up with. However, the niece has been sick so she stayed with me.

Aside from misery, I was considering on working for the Michigan Humane Society.

Okay, I won't be mad. I won't rant.

In a tiny tiny nutshell: Munchkin's mom is a total moron again. Shocker, what a head shaker. I fear for my empathy and sense of mercy for people, and I'm going to get scolded for not being nice.

Last week, I had the munchkin all week. I think my mother made a good call; munchkin was supposed to go to mother's house, but she's just incompetent and in a bad environment.

Aside from that, I had a "successful" job search week. I only call it successful because of the responses, but there are no job openings. I'm often told to wait until Spring where everything booms, or to wait two weeks after a follow-up.

I wanted to return to work before the end of the year, but I doubt that's going to happen.

Ao, GARO and SaintSeiya
Saint Seiya series. Tried to rush to the Gold Saints arc yesterday but I guess my niece wouldn't let me. I am getting close; I can't wait to see them. After the Goldies is Asgard, then I can watch the Hades series.

In Seiya Omega, SekiTomo (Seki Tomokazu), according to Japan Wikipedia, is going to appear. It's funny because he said on Twitter that he wanted to be a bad guy. I guess he going to get his wish. It's funny because there's both him and Hiyama Nobuyuki are on the enemy side as the same character Saint-wise.

I also need to start with Eureka Seven AO soon. Just waiting for the kiddo to leave.

Slowed down with Zeta Gundam.

MAPLESTORY & Life
I can't remember.

I think at one point of this year, maybe the beginning of this year, I set a goal to reach 4th Job advancement with my strongest character, which is a warrior. I took the warrior > Page > White knight path, so the 4th job would be paladin. But with so many new different characters and abilities, will 4th class be worth it? Or is the Soul Fighter or Mihile like the Paladin? Visually, the abilities look different, but for many of them, especially for the Adventures class, they often do the same thing. Arrows of magic attacking more than one enemy, rush attack against various enemies, HP regen, etc.

On my Birthday, this bad mofo comes out! (sigh) Trailers are always dramatic. It's not as fun when you play, but I can't wait to meet Magnus.



The last hero, Luminious was also released.

To my new LJ friends: Welcome to Doggie Week, which is just a weekly (or so I try) entry about me and daily awesome stuff (or shenanigans).

Frankly, I don't find myself that interesting. Currently, I live with surviving parent; both parents are prone to sickness, and I have a new niece who I had to watch for over a year because her parent (who I call Stink-Pest) is mentally incompetent. And I am not taking it back even if she read this. I care about my family, and Stink-Pest disrespects not only what I wholeheartedly care for, but what I am. An adoptee. And she continues to.

People would say "I don't have a life" because we form this universal image that at a particular age, we shouldn't be with parents and grandparents. Otherwise, we're uncool. But I'm still breathing right? Things don't go our way sometimes. Some people don't or can't work due to various circumstances, especially these days, but eventually will.

I sometimes question religion, and I dislike it when some people don't go unpunished for their actions. When they're rotten and successful, it's upsetting. I say "what's the point of forgiveness if it's not working"? You're forgiven because you're given a chance to change. But no, I don't see change among the people around me because life is taken too much for granted. Like children, people continue their actions over and over because they're not told it's wrong.

Anyways...what happened this week.

The week started good. Monday and Tuesday, I felt accomplished. Thursday, on Thanksgiving, it went downhill if you can tell from previous entries. Furthermore, from Thursday to now, and tomorrow, I'm with niece. Good grief. This happened last week; while I'm used to it, I was supposed to get her Saturday, which is today.

Niece is making me a little agitated because she keeps removing these game and program CDs, which I preserved for years FROM HER PARENT so that they wouldn't end up lost or on the floor, from my drawers. Aside from that, she is a good and smart girl.

I had a little snow on Wednesday, or was it Friday? I can't remember.

I am still attempting to write, but after Thursday I am again concerned over my thinking capacity and memory. I don't know if it's caused by Aspie or not, or if it's just another problem. All I know is that I received enough abuse, online and offline, about the matter. When I am not confident, I do abstract research. if I put it aside carelessly, I'll just bother me later.

Sunday is probably going to end up the same way. I get a burst of energy, and it dwindles through the week because I don't live up to what I promise.

Doggie Watchlist in just a moment.

AGAIN! AGAIN! Another Friday is here; I predict another boring weekend. I already wasted this week. There's one thing that I have to work on, and that is avoiding sweets and soda. Also, buying small things that I don't have to such as cocoa. I love cocoa and ice cream, but I don't need it.

Yesterday, there was a tiny bit of frost.

ELECTION DAY!
Election Day (Tuesday), Michigan turns blue and U.S President Obama achieves a 2nd term. When it all comes down to it, you vote for what you believe in. Of course!

I think the moral of Tuesday is "don't insult the country". I virtually hear the same thing from each side, and you wonder if some of things that are said are totally real. For example, prejudice about immigration, and the remarks about "fake rape" (ugh...).

Maybe I have to admit myself that there are people who do think that way, and can get into positions of power. To tell you the truth, my prejudice for teen parents, which I would complain about on here, really is out of dislike. It's especially increased because of a particular person in my family. I say this to admit it openly.

One thing that annoys me about Republicans and/or Conservatives is that they assume that a ton of people wants to be "government dependent". U.S.A is founded on the idea of independence. But why let government service exist? We always need a government; I can't imagine, especially here in U.S, anarchy or the like. You could say that I take the government's position for granted. It's there long before anyone, and U.S is still a young country.

Another thing that bothers me is the really unfair insults towards the U.S President. You're probably thinking, "The previous presidents were gravely insulted as well". Even George Bush Jr. was called a "Nazi" most likely due to being so steadfast to his beliefs, especially on facing terrorism. He would veto the Congress bills if he were against them. Of course. That probably can be said for everyone.

Current U.S President is Democrat; opposite major party, from musicians to radio personalities, make a living out of making him look like swill. Identity is questioned, he's blamed for many things, called anti-American, etc. Only because of polar opposites? You need to use anger, manipulation, and prejudice? I don't appreciate people being called Anti-American because of their political preferences.

Don't be like me with teen parenting.

Annoyed #1
Playing Pokemon Conquest (PKMN: Nobunaga Ambition), I noticed that I can't seem to think ahead. Tactical RP game where I have to move the character and make sure that the moves can hit, or if the enemy can't hit me. Often it ends up like, "Wait, no! That's not it." or "No, wrong spot."

Maybe that's why I'm playing it so much. Training, progress, I hate losing, and I want to read the enemy and grow my army.

Curses Pokemon! Curses! Reading a lot about Feudal Japan, maybe I should try out the original "Nobunaga's Ambition" one day.

Annoyed #2
Writing! I hate thinking up something interesting, then I end up at a block...
My trail is straight-forward, and then it's like, "Wait, why would this happen?" I like cause and effect. Maybe it's my attempt to try and make everybody guessing. I can't seem to do it. Developing background feels so difficult.

VIDEO TIME!

Nothing much happened. The telephone had trouble ringing, but that's about it. I am still impatient because I am still "useless" to my mother. I'm saying this, not her. Not her at all. The July situation is still difficult.

Something I want to get off my mind. Twitter just can't stop...there was a trend called "Top10Singers".

80 or so years of music and all they can think of is pop stars from 1990s - present, such as Gaga, Bieber, Minaj, Gomez, etc. Michael Jackson and Stevie Wonder probably being the only historical musicians mentioned.

Top musicians to me, like actors/directors like Clint Eastwood, or multi-talents like Stan Lee, can still connect and remain relevant through the generations. However, there are those with fantastic voices.

Luckily, I found a Celine Dion tweet. When it comes to amazing voices, I often think of her, Barbra Streisand, Linda Rondstat, and Dusty Springfield as a few. I'm not sure if I would consider Michael Jackson a "great vocal". Elvis Presley was a great vocal and flexible.

Olivia Newton john is up there as well. The artists of ABBA, definitely. Anne Murray? Oh yes. Patsy Cline as well.

There are mentions of Adele of course...mmm, I guess I could accept it.

Cyber-bullying
Also on Twitter, I came across this. Suddenly, I just remembered blogging about the D&D/cyber insults.

Amanda Todd: Bullied.

Couldn't help it since it's on Twitter. And she HAD to be a Justin Beiber fan (least, according to someone) and HAD to receive attention AS a fan. There needs to be more awareness, not because she's a FAN of a singer. If she wasn't, she probably wouldn't trend for two days straight. Also, maybe the whole lot of the people who are trending this are bullies you know? Should I believe that they aren't because of sympathetic words?

"If you don't give me a show, then I'll send ya boobs". Just...

You put your photo/yourself online. It's gonna spread; but she's not ugly, so those guys are crazy.

And for some reason, people keep using the same words: "U a whore", "go die", etc. Same people who probably posts their pics up too ;) I've seen a few of these videos already. I can't watch a lot of them to be honest.

"Why are you doing this" she said.

I don't know Amanda. I don't know...where they come from. While I never thought of killing myself over stuff like this, I think I became a worse person because of bullies and senseless people. I've gained a lack of tolerance and I believe I've became more belligerent.