Happy Mother's Day + Confidence Week
May. 13th, 2012 10:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

I think I'm sober now. Invited by my uncle, I tried out my first bottle of warm sake at BENIHANA. Nice food. I am not a good alcoholic drinker.
Today is Mother's Day. I, myself, is not a mother. I probably should be
Anyways, I am happy to have another year with my mommy. She had a big chance of not surviving and recovered from her heart surgery these past months. I would've been pretty sick if she didn't make it. I gave her tulips, a card, and a lemon cake. I think my mom is very irreplaceable. To quote dad, his wife is irreplaceable. So if you want to kill (Edit may 13, 2013: CALL!) me a "mommy's girl", you're quite right?
Hmm, she's smart, she can be short-tempered (but that's from being sensitive), she's a clean freak (orz), likes to joke around, likes kids (
It's not into horror or violent movies. Oh, CSI? When people die or if there's a surgery scene...you can forget it.
(つд⊂) "What's going on?"
"I dunno."
UNLESS! It's a villain. Oh, she probably wouldn't mind it if a bad villain was thrown into a meat grinder. (*´∀`*)
"SHOOT HIM!" and "Throw him into the acid!"
This coming week, I should try to be more confident. But, I say that every time.
Every Sunday, I feel like I know how to look at life a little more positively and how to take more action, but I don't think it ends up that way. I guess I get discouraged easily. I want to read Pirates Latitude but like I said before, I feel like my memory and sense of understanding is terrible. There's also job search. I get a little annoyed too because I'm inhibited by babysitting.
Maybe it's just my imagination? Is my mind functioning lower than usual due to fatigue or is this reality?
I also need the confidence because...um...I was given an "interesting video". (sigh)
There is also the game world! I play NINDOU and Mario Kart Wii, the latter being a bit difficult for me when it comes to unlockables. Also, I need confidence to know how to use Photoshop, despite my weak point in technology and computer stuff. My writing confidence has taken a dip too.
Vid time.
One of my challenges in Mario Kart is defeating the Time Trial Ghosts.