Test of the Potential?

I get flattered much, but I don't think I'm that good.

Here's the thing: I'm too distracted, but lately have been racking my brain over my next (?) ambition and annoying people with questions. I don't have all the tools, and I'm going to have a talk with an adviser to ease my worries. It still feels like a nigh impossible thing to pursue, least in my case. A person should follow through with what they care about, but is it enough? Do I really have the talent?

I'm going to be a bit vague here because one or two things can prevent me to go along with this plan completely.

Having heartfelt feeling about it for years, it must be the right choice. I have been ignoring the feelings, but it might've been a mistake? So, what should I do? "Understand, work" is the practice. Do it incessantly. But first, before I do anything, I really should talk to the adviser first.

Aside from that, I had a long, tough working week. It is another problem, making things less flexible. The constant niece distraction isn't helping me at all, but I can finally say that she has a chance to go to school.

Napping is good.

NOTE to self: Update "A little about Doggie".