So out with it.

Did't I freakin' say I didn't like psychological scars?

Y'know, if I'm a big fool, just let me know right this instant.

Because, AGAIN, AGAIN, it's really making me angry when I'm being told to "think". As if, I am unable to do so properly.

And it happens too much. So now, in order to cope, I need to research autistic spectrum again.

It's not like I asked to be ignorant (who isn't?), or to see things the wrong way, or to miss out on details. Nor did I ask to have mixed up grammar, or something of the sort.

So that's how it is?

1.)
Title: ASPERGER’S DOESN’T MAKE YOU AN ASSHOLE
Link: http://skepchick.org/2012/08/aspie/
About: Late-bloomers. Being turned away or treated below human because of low social skills or lack of understanding "social norms". This commonly leads to self dislike. Which reminds me of this video

Personally, I don't feel a lack of empathy.

QUOTE
The people who actively oppose social justice in the movement are often brazen community leaders with nothing to blame but a sense of entitlement and a hatred of anyone who questions their privilege and preferences.

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2.)
Title: Weird not Stupid: awareness site
Link: http://www.weirdnotstupid.com/
About: In the same way that a person on crutches can climb a flight of stairs, it is of course ridiculously difficult.

A QUOTE: "If their 'syndrome' is hardly noticeable, why is it important to learn about it, get a diagnosis and make alterations in schools and workplaces? Here is the answer: Because it will make their lives and yours, better".

3.) Link: http://www.cracked.com/funny-1153-aspergers-syndrome/

4.) http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt198490.html

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About Non-Verbal Learning: http://www.nldontheweb.org/

I don't know whether to be upset and sad, or the opposite. Just what does lack of social skills have to do with trouble in math or reading. I must be missing something else. "Social" as in everything fundamental in society? Including learning?

...tch. So I can be a hard worker but have limited coordination.

I'm starting to forget what's important. I knew something felt wrong, against my will, while reading books. From memory to comprehension.

This further makes me despise the online games that I've been in. I've been naive and very trusting towards people because I thought it was right. Turns out that's from the disease as well?

Sorry???

I guess I should apologize for my little tantrum....

but...

I don't want this to pass through my mind again. But it's going to. I can tell myself that I can appreciate myself for what I am, but it looks like that mental disease is too much of a problem that I usually thought.

How can geniuses like Albert Einstein and Bill Gates even...

then what am I smart in? If comprehension and learning is naturally difficult? If following directions is difficult?

If all of this can't be cured?