Happy Father's Day + RL

Hi.

My mind felt unsteady throughout this week. I've been upset; I also like I didn't have much to offer as a person. But I think most of my anger stemmed from the disrespect my father (and household) gets from a... particular rat. To avoid using my "dark side" tag, I'll refrain from posting a really pitiful story. I kind of want to, maybe to set an example, but no. Complaining just wouldn't change anything and I also think that telling these kind of stories would:

1.) Make me look bad
2.) Make me look like a whiny baby. and look just as pathetic as the one I dislike.

That's how I feel when I see people rant a lot: Babies. And then we're mostly (?) driven to say something encouraging. Did anyone consider that it might be the complainer's fault in a way? Not to mention that what's being complained about can taken out of context?

I'm just gonna talk about my father and how much I love him. It's hard to describe unless you live within the same place.

My dad (and mom) are cool cause even past their prime, they wanted a child. So they got me, despite the docs saying that I was going to be a dead baby. I had some different parents. They didn't look like me, one was more patient than the other, they were a bit "old", etc. Dad is mostly patient, soft-spoken (mostly?), lots of history behind him, etc. He's also religious He was serious about me (and the rest of his children) doing well in school, and even now, still, living a good life.

Oh yeah, he has a good sense of humor.

So now I don't like people who don't revere their parents. On the other hand, I don't like bad parents. But what are bad parents? Lots of scolding? Neglect?

You got parents who said that they don't want their kids, who don't give them many things, and even...rapes them and hurts them like an animal (and I don't mean spanking. Well, it depends on the level...)

I definitely don't think my dad is a bad dad.

What makes him happy? Cause he's an older guy, he doesn't need many things to be happy. I try to practice that kind of attitude myself. Not sure if I'm doing well.

Dad's pretty good at bowling!