doggiedynasty: (Super Cry)
Old ladies making old ladies cry

She is my freakin hero...!~

A follow up of a previous entry. When they said "instruction", that's what I was expecting. Turns out she is quite sensitive and cooperative with a "stress relief" method and a positive, free way of thinking.

I can't absorb all the details (will report my heart out here when ready.)< because I'm still so amazed, but there's one thing that really sticks out from the entire program. Each instructor, at the end of the program, gives a final message. This isn't the entire thing, but this is the gist of it: "I love myself .... everyone, please love yourselves as well."

I went crazy.

"What the...?! Why?" Why did she say this?! And all of a sudden?!

It's like I loved her more. No, I was completely touched, maybe abnormally so. I nearly cried like I watched a Disney death scene or the like because I could not believe it. I wanted to bury my face into a chest; apparently hugging is a little outrageous in Japan but I felt that way.

I was shocked and touched because not just what she said was right but because it's was a total coincidence with my recent feelings, and I have trouble following such a message. it was a completely simple message.

For the past two weeks, I was just upset with myself. Even as I type, I still kind of am. Not AS much as before, but still confused. I took time off work and it's like I became more upset admist relaxing (or I was supposed to). I wanted to quit my job too because I couldn't get over the idea that I was where I was now due to being incompetent and poor, and I couldn't brainstorm over how to fix it. I'm ambitious, but am I working to hard for a low wage? Am I caring too much? In fact, I have a notice template saved on word document if I came to the point that I wanted to leave work. So, I had those kind of black thoughts.

I told myself that there can be a light at the end of the tunnel, believe in oneself, etc.

Despite that, I was not self-satisfied. I was still broke, and you can see more in my locked "Doggie story" entries. No need to talk about it again. So why does this still gather above my head to bother me? Because I feel like I'm not sharp enough to find a solution. Is it friends/social interaction? Is it patience?

So when I saw that message, I was unexpectedly filled with emotion. I still thought "how", at the same time, I was deeply touched and surprised. It could've been anyone else who said it, but I was overwhelmed this time.

And for some reason, I felt an underlying dread that something was going to happen to her.

Painful

Jul. 13th, 2015 02:55 am
doggiedynasty: (Super Cry)


Just to see an entire world touched.
doggiedynasty: (The Ban Stare)
Never.

So, recently there was a church shooting in Charleston, South Carolina. Nine African Americans, pastor included, were killed by a young Caucasian. 21 years old Dylan Roof. Very young I'd say, it's petty sad.

Family and friends of the victims faced the kid and said that they "forgive him".

I would NEVER. I think that is such a stupid phrase when using a Christian backing, and it sounds so absent-minded. Just like the parents of killers, like one man or young man who plotted to assassinate his family, and his father would visit him in jail saying, "I forgive you".

And God killed and rejected people over trivial things. Almost as dumb as "mental illness" at times; we either say "intention" or "mental illness", and the latter probing that the killer needed help. SO, let's say if the kid needed help as well? Because he was confused and needs therapy to fix himself. Influenced by the wrong people? This is especially so in the south. He had all the signs. He wasn't hiding anything.

Like he never intended to do what he did. The 21-year-old was a bonifide supremacist. There are people in the world who spreads about, through mouth and through literature, MISTRUST of those who look different than them. And also commit harm on such people.

I am going to assume that they say "I forgive you" in order to deter the anger that they feel.

"Blacks are causing me to lose jobs/running the world"? "Raping our women"? And shooting in a church?

Never. He could kill children. And even if he was "forgiven", the law won't forgive him.
doggiedynasty: (WHAT?!/O-M-G)
Sometimes I wonder about myself....

I had a dream about ISIS, about joining ISIS. I tried to kill a beloved celebrity and then covered my tracks. It was all over the media; the celebrity didn't die but I spread the story.

This was the dream, and throughout its entirety I didn't have guilt.

When I have these dreams, I sometimes wonder about myself. I was very relieved waking up because in the dream, I didn't have much of a conscious of what I did. It did feel scary.

I did have the radio on so it was either that or the anger I felt towards the recent hostage killings that brought upon this dream. But why would either form such a dream?

When I get home, a little talk about Jojo.
doggiedynasty: (WHAT?!/O-M-G)
...I did not know it. Or maybe I was just ignoring it.

But it looks like there is a lot of widespread misogyny in the critic world of video gaming.

There is enough to worry about when it comes to misogyny, discrimination in general. I can't put all of the details together because it seems so silly and blown completely out of propotion.

.....

Aug. 11th, 2014 09:41 pm
doggiedynasty: (Super Cry)
I don't even want to get a comedic segment or a live acting role. I'm so mad.

doggiedynasty: (You are my Hero)
Way too incredible. Set in France.

doggiedynasty: (The Ban Stare)
Some people are just disgusting, and I'm quoting: "Having autistic kids that don't eat what we give them" Something along those lines. This lady had an ugly tone when she said it because she was mad at a fast food store. Reminds me of the crap I see on Twitter, like "remember when wheelchairs were not for fat people?" or something like that?

And it also just reminded me: courtesy is good after all. I don't think its regrettable to practice good mannerisms, whether you're told to do so or not (such as a part of your job). There are just some things not worth getting upset about. But one of the reasons why I gave up on online RPing was the attitudes of people in charge.

Also, I watched police drama PSYCHO-PASS Season 1 first episode. I've been spoiled on it a little, but it looks cool. It is different when watching thoroughly. Also, it has an unsettling theme that made me think of myself.

Basically, in this show, if you take too much drugs or maybe drink too much, or have any hint of a troublesome mental illness, you have a death wish. Because members of the Crime Investigation will deem you as a "potential criminal" and will wipe you out. I say "think of myself" because sometimes I think we're better off without a select amount of people when there's no learning from the past. Say like compulsive lying? So if you're an obsessive compulsive lying? Or maybe a psychopath? You have to go to therapy or a ward?

Nasty, but it's true. Urobochi Gen obviously thought of it while writing this show. He's a really...dark guy. And there are definitely a couple people I won't miss.

And to make it worse, they get killed so brutally on the show [PSYCHO PASS]. Not sure how the fate of the hostage will turn out, if they tell me that is.

Rid of criminals? Because of latent mental level.

What about the people who I quoted up there? No, I'm not suggesting that they should die.

When you get older, they suggest confining you to a home or some kind of atmosphere that is not like you know of. That's saying you can't care for yourself any more and you're deteriorating.
doggiedynasty: (The Ban Stare)
After all the stuff that I said, I didn't do a gaming update.

Monster Hunter Tri (3). Now, I'm at the boring part, or maybe the frustrating part.

SPOILERS after the end:
Well...
I beat Navaldeus for the first time, and past the credits there are some new missions for me. I am happy, but now this means my "skill" is going to be pushed. I always feel like I'm at a steel wall during this part of the game. You beat a game, you have a feeling of contempt,and you want to play the game at a harder difficulty, right?

I'm not good at that. At all. What do I have ahead of me: DUEL BATTLES. And very nasty ones. For example, two Diabolos, and Agnaktor (sp?) with Uragaan. These are level five monsters. Two monsters at the same time.

So I'm thinking: I need upgraded weapons and armors, more bombs and traps, more supplementary items. In other words, resources and money. I tried Gobul and Royal Ludroth with my thunder long sword because that's their weakness along with fire, and I just failed miserably. The Ludroth took way too long for my liking.

I still have the biggest problem with Rathalos because it flies too much, especially with a time limit. It should be good with a crossbow, but I'll run out of ammo even if I bring the combo components with me.

And fighting Navaldeus was my first time using dragon ammo. It seems to be very interesting, so I want to work on making those too. I'm still not sure how to get Lagiacrus horn, and it and the tail are important in creating armor and upgrading bowgun parts.

geh. So, it's tests and preparation. I wish I could've tried the online gaming.


Video time. AMAZING GOOSEBUMPS!

It's been a long while since I've seen Prince of Egypt. Beautiful movie.

doggiedynasty: (This-is-bull!)
[DragonMetal Ball Z in Theaters]
DBZ:Battle of Gods to have red carpet premiere

Why?

I'm actually impressed and embarrassed at the same time. Of course, it would have to be dubbed in English, but this all shows how much of an impact DB made in the West. I'm sure that's why DB:Evol was made yeah?

I don't think the dub DESERVES it (even seeing the trailer is a bother), but it's doing its job.

Said it before and said it again: I won't allow the atrocious talk towards the Japanese voice actors. It's quite nasty on ANN. I can understand not like Nozawa because, in the case of dubbed anime, many male characters are voiced by males, even if its boy characters (Ie: Dan Kuso, Hitsugaya, Edward Elric, Kazemaru, Kulilin/Krillin etc). Many has shown distaste for girls voicing boys, which is fine. I understand its purpose for using females and I'm fine with it. The acting concept does exist in the West. I think the best examples, Western dubbed anime wise, are Naruto and Satoshi/Ash from Pokemon.

This has nothing to do with Ocean vs Funi, or being a "weeaboo", but I don't appreciate the disrespect toward Nozawa. I mean it's really nasty. There's a line between nasty and criticism.

"Old hag" and "death" and such?

I'm not asking for the Japanese VAs to come, or to stick with Toriyama's wishes, but what I sometimes see on ANN is wrong. Ugly ugly comments. They don't have to like Nozawa; I can understand if the voice is a little unusual or maybe scratchy. When I heard her the first time, and it was kid Goku, I enjoyed it.

Dubbing can't be helped and I like to hear my own language, despite the errors dubbing can make, but the current dub OF DRAGONBALL Z is imbued with heavy metal and everyone sounding like a hot air balloon. It's grating to a point, for me, that I wonder why they'd even put it in theater.

Sean-Goku is 50/50 with me: goofball good, combat ridiculous.

That dumb "Kamehame HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUU!" and grunting.

I nearly despise Sabat for his performance for Vegeta and Piccolo. I see "Battle of Gods" trailer and I often wonder "how the HELL did I go from beautiful and mean Horikawa to THIS guy?! How can anyone like this?!" And Sabat can't friggin scream! Are they trying to kill themselves? It's the same with english Yuyu Hakusho, Yusuke sounding like an anguished brat when he screams don't get me started with Kuwabara, that fuckin' Sabat. Sometimes, you just don't sound good with you scream. Then there's Bulma, little Trunks (not cute!), etc.

I like teen Gohan. Comfy.

To make things worse, and as many expressed, this is the preferred way of dubbing Dragonball. From movies, TV, games, etc. That Vegeta, that Piccolo, that Goku, MOST preferred in the West. Saiyan pride sounds like a wrestler, and no one seems to realize that. SO that's what we're going to hear.

Since there are many fan parodies, Vegeta sounds like how he does in the dub. An example of influence. Disappointing.

Again, this is not Funi vs Ocean. What about the performance quality by the ear? If they're going to be the primary voice for DB, does no one notice how dumb they sound?

THEY VOICE DAMNED DBZ like THREE TIMES!. Shit on me, dub fans! I'll find quality elsewhere.

Ah well, its going in theaters. Good luck to it.

[SMAAAAAAAAAAAAASH BROTHHHHHHHHHHHHHERS!]
I could watch these all day. It's amazing to see people happy and cheer.

LOL, "THE POWER!"







Palutena...! (O.O)

This is too much: Palutena and Pac-Man.

Four WTFs

Jun. 3rd, 2014 09:26 pm
doggiedynasty: (The Ban Stare)
Doggie's here, and it's hot.

1.) So it looks like my niece's new favorite thing to say "I NEED!", clear as daylight when she wants food. She used to say "Give me some". Her "I NEEEEEEED" sounds so forceful and whiny. Then again, she was always bossy.

2.) So for Skyward Sword, looks like my Wiimotion adapter stopped working after a few days of playing. This is what I get for being a cheapskate. Bless Mario Kart 8 for doing well. I need to make a goal for better finance and catch up to the new generation.

3.) Two 12-Year-Old Girls Stabbed Their Friend 19 Times, Saying Internet Meme “Slender Man” Told Them To

Slender Man wants to chase girls. Why are you listening to a faceless thing with tentacles?

4.) Saint Seiya: Legend of Sanctuary movie (SEE VID BELOW). WTF is this Japan on Milo? So Milo's movie VA is going to be Asano Masumi, which is really weird. She usually plays a girl/woman.

【浅野真澄/ミロ】 男性のキャラクターを演じたのですが、自由にやらせていただきました。青銅聖闘士の方たちは挑んでくるとき も、やられる時も常に全力で、それを受け止める黄金聖闘士の器も大きく感じましたし、とにかくみんなのエネ ルギーが凄かったです。
"I played a male character but let me interpret freely. I put all my strength, as well as the Bronze Saints come face me when I'm having, and I really felt how the Gold Saints are people of high stature. In any case, everyone was full of incredible energy."

It's just...what? o-O;

I can't take this seriously at all. Milo is such a strong character. Voice is pretty, but against a character who is loyal w/o question, hurting Kanon, and even fighting three Golds. What are you trying to do? It's not necessary. The movie is warped as it is. There's rumors that Milo might be a woman. We'll just have to see.

Other than that, I am totally happy about Camus! Total fix from the OVAs and actually feels like a Master.

Aphrodite...

doggiedynasty: (120% Enthusiasm)
Super Smash Brothers...animation is too amazing. I guess I'm a real Nintendo fanbrat. Throughout gaming years, I just enjoy watching how the life of these games change or become more fluid. Video is a new trailer about new characters joining SMASH.

Charizard (lizardon) on its own and Greninja from POKEMON. His Japanese name is Gekkouga, which I happen to like better. Kouga/Koga/Koka were one of the popular Ninja schools next to Iga, so it's easier for me to remember than Greninja. Also, Gekkou (月光) means moonlight (see trailer); however, moonlight has nothing to do with the naming at all.

I really want to see some Fire Emblem. Who's going to join Marth?



What's with the MewTwo obsession? And they say Charizard is fanservice.
doggiedynasty: (WHAT?!/O-M-G)
I'm just shocked.

I see amazing kids on this show too much. Howard Stern is so LOL.

doggiedynasty: (WHAT?!/O-M-G)
Something to laugh at, or to get nightmares from:

doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Doggie)
New Super Smash Bros!

doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Doggie)
Very interesting...what's funny is that, it's like when teachers read grimly stories to you, they talk in such a nice voice that the content doesn't really bother you.

One thing I do wonder is Hansel and Gretel. I feel like I read a version of the story, or in another tale (if anyone can help me) that the children were put in a cauldron and eaten by a witch, or were put in an oven.

Was that the same story...?

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