doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Doggie)
A list:

- I actually sat down and watched the majority of E3. Square Enix, Nintendo, and Ubisoft primary, and I have forgotten how exciting, and influential, the game industry is. Second thought, it reminds me that I am in a crappy situation.

- Saint Seiya: Soul of Gold.

- Practing tone and proportion good. Latter is getting good.

- G - Reco = incomprehensible.
doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Thinking)
I am almost on my 10th year. Having done much with the blog's looks.

I'm still blogging, and I still have people replying. So, for those who are, where have I met everybody from?
doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Thinking)
I don't know how, or know if I can do it successfully, but I really want to do it. This is despite what I said in my last entry.

So, the company of GUMI is hosting an art contest based on BRAVE FRONTIER, which I had mentioned before in one of my gaming rambles. In a nutshell, it's a time of game that messes with your obsessive compulsiveness; just like pokemon, you look for various units to put in your party.

My sketchbook is a mess. Munchkin is getting too wild and I can't really put in time to practice.

Read more... )

I also thought of an zealous "astronaut", or someone who wants to reach pass the sky or go to the moon. Her name is Raitt.
doggiedynasty: (Busy and Books)
Terrible, shameful week...sort of. I recently lost another uncle, robbed at work, and I just...forget important things at home more than once. Being robbed was partially my fault, and I was upset with myself. You can't trust anyone as I work with too many disgruntled people.

Never easy )

There is plenty of potential. If you really love/want something, you have to really have effort. Treat it as a part of your life if you want to follow it, especially professionally.

Within a few hours, I can change, but stress does not mix well with art.

My quarters are in a jumble and I can't focus with niece around. Fortunately, after so much strain and effort, she will finally go to school. For me and family to go through such foolishness just shows how people are incapable of caring for children. Not trying to sound mean that she can leave me for a while. She can finally go to school because she wanted to (so she says), and it is healthy for children, so I don't understand why anyone would delay that.
doggiedynasty: (Ha-ha-ha)
"If you keep eating so much, you'll get big and fat."

"But I need to grow. (>.<)" She's turning four soon.
doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Doggie)
Following my last entry.

Sailor Moon Crystal (and Toei), the real Miss. Togashi Sailor Moon, continues to weave infamy, and is overly criticized, and I wasn't going to allow someone to insult Mitsuishi Kotono or allow someone to say that I was being a "butt hurt shit" about the cast change of DIGIMON Tri (and there's no evidence that I was). About the latter, I'm a little worried about the character art. The digimon look great.

I guess I was looked down based on fallacy.

Even someone said that Kotono sounded 7 years old. That has to be a compliment.

Surely, Crystal isn't a masterpiece. There are definitely things from the classic series that I miss. More comedic scenes for example; there is plenty in the comic, which Crystal is adapting, but lack thereof in Season 1. There were extended fights, colorful enemies, and I am biased for the music from Sailormoon's transformations and attacks. Here is the beautiful crystal brooch toy and transformation music. Music is still lovely in Crystal, but Classic has some extra charm, especially in some riveting "spoiler scenes".

This weekend, it is probably the first time that I ever hit over 100 views on a fanfic. A fanfic that I made.
doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Thinking)
What can be reasons as to why someone doesn't care for an opinion of another. He/she:
- Doesn't want to pointlessly argue back and forth
- Has mind set on what's the truth
- Has quickly decided on the impression of the other
- He/she is in love
- Too busy
- Established a circle of friends
- Is upset
- Professional in a particular area of knowledge

Read more... )

But that is to challenge.

I'm probably not making sense at all.

That also reminds me, seeing someone on fanfiction.net putting "Don't review my stories" in their profile.

Certainty, a review can have aimless material. It can be not a review, which is to assess what you read. It can be a flame for example, but there's no application to prevent reviews. So if you "review", that author will punish you for it.

INTERESTING WEEKEND
I have kittens in my side yard (where I have an exit window with stairs from downstairs to surface), so I just let their mom take care of them. It is a charming sight for someone who is more into dogs. Been seeing mama wandering around my area many times before.
doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Doggie)
I forgot how to have fun.

And frustration stems from the babysitting, especially when I have a day off. Being bogged down on my day off just makes me feel hatred more. On the good side, I may have a chance to follow my "wish".

Sonic and All Stars Racing Transformed (MOBILE)
Played it on IOS, and deleted it just recently. There are interesting race games on the phone, but when it all comes down to it, I am more traditional and prefer to play these kind of games on console. You think it'd be fine. Phone can work like either a miniaturized D-pad controller where you can use your thumbs to both steer and gas/brake, or you tilt the phone to steer. The phone is small and not that reliable when it comes to electrical signals, so I mostly played SASRT using the steer-motion controls. The gas is automatic. Game had the right feel: There was intensity, and it was frustrating, squeezing the phone like you would a controller, and it was challenging and fun enough for me to keep playing. Fun enough that I might want to pick it up for console one day. But it's me squeezing the phone while squinting at where I'm going at the same time, not entirely accurate controls (especially with stunts/drifts, which are considerably important), that just makes it annoying. Thanks to that button, I don't think I ever shot an item backwards. You also can't look behind you.

As for gameplay, it is interesting. There are invisible walls on the water and air sections, especially air! Such a shame, and it takes me right out of the flying. Sometimes my controls invert.

On the good side, aside from racing, there are a variety of missions. I dislike the restricted battle mode of Mario Kart, and SASRT's only has the advantage of using the vehicle the way it should be used: On the track, racing. However, maybe due to the quality of a mobile game, item pickup is small so it makes it easy to miss. With that said, that also makes the battle tank mode a bit difficult. I can't say I'm good at dodging projectiles. Traffic mode is a good idea.

Not sure how many stages are there on the mobile version, but I need that Sunshine Tour music. It's called Vamos A Carnaval! Se-gui-mos cantaaaaando! Se-gui-mos bailaaaaaando!

Good music in the game overall, but of course it's Sega. Not only Samba Di Amigo, but also from the Sonic series (like Sonic CD), Outrun, Panzer Dragoon, and Jet Set Radio.



Note to self, I might need to modify my tags. I added Watchlist Ramble.

I have "Doggie Week" and "Doggie World". Not sure what I was thinking. Of course, "D.Week" was supposed to cover what happened in the seven days of each week, but "World" is more universal. It's all about me, what I did, and what happened. I probably should just remove "Week". It has about three times as less tags than "World".

In fact:

DOGGIE'S TOP 5 TAGS
#1: Doggie's World - 300+
#2: Video - 205
#3: Games - 204
#4: Entertainers - 153
#5: Fun - 150

Comedy, Health and Animation follow. I think this describes me will.
doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Doggie)
Next:
- Sonic & All-Stars Racing Transformed
- Ambition (Maybe...)
- SIDONIA
- Gundam: G of Reconguista

Maybe more will come to mind
doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Thinking)
I get flattered much, but I don't think I'm that good.

Here's the thing: I'm too distracted, but lately have been racking my brain over my next (?) ambition and annoying people with questions. I don't have all the tools, and I'm going to have a talk with an adviser to ease my worries. It still feels like a nigh impossible thing to pursue, least in my case. A person should follow through with what they care about, but is it enough? Do I really have the talent?

I'm going to be a bit vague here because one or two things can prevent me to go along with this plan completely.

Having heartfelt feeling about it for years, it must be the right choice. I have been ignoring the feelings, but it might've been a mistake? So, what should I do? "Understand, work" is the practice. Do it incessantly. But first, before I do anything, I really should talk to the adviser first.

Aside from that, I had a long, tough working week. It is another problem, making things less flexible. The constant niece distraction isn't helping me at all, but I can finally say that she has a chance to go to school.

Napping is good.

NOTE to self: Update "A little about Doggie".
doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Doggie)
Few updates.

NOTE: These list reflect, I think, 2-3 years especially the completed series. I might narrow the lists as time passes.

Bold means new.

Animation
- Knights of SIDONIA: The Ninth Planet war シドニアの騎士 第九惑星戦役)
COMMENT: After a drag, Season 2 is here. And it returns fiercely.

- GUNDAM THE ORIGIN
COMMENT: Gundam The Origin suffers from a lack of animation budget, and there are shoes to fill after being spoiled by GUNDAM UNICORN. However, I think ORIGIN is pretty good. A bit violent, and in even a turbulent story where we takes steps leading to the One Year War, there's comedy! I think this is Tanaka Mayumi's first time in Gundam. She's totally feisty as little Char. I've seen too much Miyake Kenta, especially in my tokusatsu run.

- SAINT SEIYA: Soul of Gold (聖闘士星矢 -黄金魂 soul of gold-)
COMMENT (April 25): Two episodes in. Animation sucks and is lazy at times, but it helps me get through the Moon Crystal wait (lol). I do wonder what is going to happen. And hey, I am biased for Gold Saints. I did miss everyone. Damnit Toei, is that what you're after?. LOOK AT Aiolia EX toy figure!

- Heroic Legend of Arslan (Arakawa ver.)
COMMENT (April 25): OK so far, or maybe I'm biased. I knew I was going to find Kaji Yuki (梶 裕貴) unconvincing. I hear that kind of voice so many times; it's the bishounen big brother era of Makishima and Lelouch all over again. They could've gotten someone like Koyama Rikiya, but is that too much to ask?

- JOJO'S Bizare Adventures (PART II)

- SAILOR MOON Crystal
COMMENT (April 25): Mugen (Infinity) Arc, AKA Sailor Moon S, is on the way. I've made my peace with not seeing my girls again...and it looks most likely.
Ogata Megumi is doing well in both music and regular voice work (ie: Persona, Danganronpa, Assassination Classroom, etc); Katsuki-sama (AKA: K-sensei) is an instructor and is still doing voice work.
It's a little painful since Katsuki has been buying the merchandise. (I think she has a IPhone case of Neptune and a doll).

If I'm wrong, you can stomp and slap me for being so skeptical.

- WAR OF LODOSS (OVA series)

TOKUSATSU/SPECIAL (Super Hero Time week)
- Kamen Rider Drive
- Shuriken Sentai NinNinger
(SUPER HERO TIME!)
COMMENT: So NinNinger's Takaharu (Akaninja/Red Ninja) is like Natsu; he's a Gary Stu and people dislike him? Especially after transitioning from Tokyuger's Raito.

Comics
- BLEACH
- Hunter x Hunter Catch up
- Magi: Magic Labyrinth

ON HOLD/Unsure/Slow (TV)
- D.Grayman
- Shipuu Iron Leaguer
- Mobile Police PATLABOR
- Mobile Suit Gundam ZZ

- Kamen Rider Series (OOO, W, Blade/Ken)

- Super Sentai Series (Go-Busters, Kaizoku (pirate) Sentai Gokaiger, Ninja Sentai Kakuranger, Ninpou Sentai Hurricanger, Go-Onger, Zyuranger, Boukenger, Gekisou Sentai Carranger)

- Other Tokusatsu (GARO Tami no Terasu, Ryukendo)

- Sword Art Online (S1)
- Legend of Daikyumaru GAIKING
- Choujuu Kishin Dancougar
- Stop!! Hibari Kun!
- Tekkaman Blade
- Legend of Heavenly Sphere Shurato
- Casshern Sins
- GetBackers
- The Heroic Legend of Arslan (OVA)
- Zoids Genesis
- Higurashi When They Cry
- Junjou Romantica (maybe, maybe not)

ON HOLD/Unsure/Slow (BOOK/COMIC)
- Claymore
- Nokizaru REAL NINJA
- Wolf Guy : Ookami no Monshou
- Nabari No Ou
- Sailor Moon (Stuck at Dead Moon Circus.)
- Saint Seiya: Saintia Sho
- Saint Seiya Next Dimension
- Saint Seiya Episode G

COMPLETED (Recent)
- Aldnoah ZERO (S2)
- Gundam Build Fighters TRY
- Gundam Build Fighters
- Gundam: Reconquista of G
- GARO: The Animation
- Bandit Daughter Ronja (Ronja Rövardotter)
- PSYCHO PASS 2
- Terra Formars
- The Wind Rises (Kaze Tachi nu)
- NARUTO (COMIC)
- HELLSING ULTIMATE (OVA)
- FREE! (Season 1)
- Kamen Rider Gaim
- Mobile Suit Gundam-san
- Gundam UNICORN
- PSYCHO PASS (S1)
- FAFNER of the Azure (Season 1)
- Aldnoah ZERO (S1)
- Captain Earth
- Knights of Sidonia (S1)
- Nobunaga The Fool
- BUDDY COMPLEX (S1)
- BUDDY COMPLEX: Conclusion Chapters (バディ・コンプレックス 完結編 ―あの空に還る未来で―)
- Gundam Build Fighters (S1)
- Saint Seiya OMEGA (Season 1 & 2)
- Windaria
- Kamen Rider Gaim
- Zyuden Sentai Kyoryuger (THANK YOU!)
- Kamen Rider Wizard
- Mobile Suit ZETA Gundam
- GARO Makai Senki (Season 2)
- Saint Seiya: LOST CANVAS
- The Yagyu Ninja Scrolls (YxM)
- Eureka Seven (TV series)
- Eureka Seven: Pocketful of Rainbows Movie
- Eureka Seven AO (TV series)
- GARO Season 1
- GARO: Red Requiem (movie)
- GARO Gaiden stories, including KIBA Gaiden
- Mokei Senshi Gunpla Builders Beginning G
- Mobile Suit Gundam AGE
- Macross Zero
- Macross Plus
- Katekyo Hitman Reborn (comic only)
- Kamen Rider Fourze
- MS IGLOO Series (Apocalypse 0079 & Hidden One Year War)
- MS IGLOO 2: Gravity Front

BOOKS/STORIES (New)
- AMERICAN SNIPER
- Looking for a new Jurassic Park novel.
- LEGEND OF ZELDA: Hyrule Historia (Own)
- Pirates Latitudes (Completed)
- Shoninki: Ninja Teachings (Still wondering/in library)
- The GodFather (Still wondering)

- The adventures of the brave Flute by Asakura Rei (勇者フルートの冒険)

-Haou Taikei Ryu Knight: DARK LORD
doggiedynasty: (Sad)
NEWS LINK: Passenger killed when Lamborghini crashes at Walt Disney World Speedway 24 year old driver?

It's a little surprising that something like this gets reported, and not so long ago I blogged about auto safety.

Never liked hearing about accidents and deaths at amusement parks, too ironic.

Lambo Supperlegga is quite a powerhouse. If we're talking going over 90 (about +145 kmh) easily in a matter of seconds, and can go much faster, that speed with circumferential force is a danger. I think this is a vehicle with 900 horsepower, all wheel drive, and I think a V10 engine. That's putting it lightly. Sure, many exotic cars are built with good tire grip and other gadgets, but even stock cars are built for safety due to their use in racing profession.

You look at a slender Lambo, and don't think safety. I could be wrong though.
doggiedynasty: What does Ed do best? (HEEHEEHEE)
I'm up, and with head pain. From sleeping too much or just going through rainy days (but I always say that), and it's been quite rainy and windy. This morning is quite dry. It looks like a typical Spring day.

So I had a new long dream, and it wasn't angry. It didn't make me angry nor was it scary, but it was another "driving" dream. Actually, I bought a used sports car from a nice family, but it was just laying in their backyard? A white GT-R (apparently), but I don't think GTR's have manual gearbox.

Not sure what this means. Driving a car in a dream seems to imply that you have an ambition and you're taking direction, or you are free without worries. In most of my car dreams, I had trouble driving due to a fault in the car. I usually feel scared, but this time the fault was the gearbox. Despite that, I didn't have much problem driving. So the dream was alright.

And it was so funny. I could interchange the gearbox because there's a little "track" where the floor-mounted stick was. In other words, I had different types, such as a "H pattern" and a straight "automatic" pattern. I could pull one out and put new gear in. Thus the title's name: "Lego Gearbox". And the lady said something like "Take these with you too".

(Shrugs)

Recently, I did perk up. The dream is probably a sign.
doggiedynasty: (120% Enthusiasm)
Some real doggie tales.

Because I've been receiving some rain and storm over here. Good ol' Michigan Spring. It just reminded me of the old days with my first dog, Ike. Majority of dogs hate thunder, but my dog didn't hide. He actually:
- Broke into my washroom
- Ran away
- Tried to dig under fence (and I think one time tried to slip between fence and house wall ~_~;)

That's all I can think of at the top of my head.

[Vehicles]
These Dodge Chargers are rampart in Michigan, and I swear are going to hurt me one of these days. They're variable in engine types, and they look like they drive quick.

If it's not a Charger, it's a Mustang. People drive too wild.
doggiedynasty: Doggie's crescent moon (Doggie)
OK then. Some shows were completed.

NOTE: These list reflect, I think, 2-3 years especially the completed series. I might narrow the lists as time passes.

Animation
- SAINT SEIYA: Soul of Gold (聖闘士星矢 -黄金魂 soul of gold-)
COMMENT: May watch it. Feels like EPISODE G, least in the case of Aiolia being main character (?). Uncertain if he contains the bitterness towards the other Gold Saints.

- Heroic Legend of Arslan (Arakawa ver.)
COMMENT: Looks promising. I haven't finished the OVA series yet though....

- JOJO'S Bizare Adventures (PART II)

- SAILOR MOON Crystal

- WAR OF LODOSS (OVA series)

TOKUSATSU/SPECIAL (Super Hero Time week)
- Kamen Rider Drive
- Shuriken Sentai NinNinger
(SUPER HERO TIME!)

Comics
- BLEACH
- Hunter x Hunter (I'm slow as hell. Togashi's sickness beats my speed)
- Magi: Magic Labyrinth

ON HOLD/Unsure/Slow (TV)
- D.Grayman
- Shipuu Iron Leaguer
- Mobile Police PATLABOR
- Mobile Suit Gundam ZZ

- Kamen Rider Series (OOO, W, Blade/Ken)

- Super Sentai Series (Go-Busters, Kaizoku (pirate) Sentai Gokaiger, Ninja Sentai Kakuranger, Ninpou Sentai Hurricanger, Go-Onger, Zyuranger, Boukenger, Gekisou Sentai Carranger)

- Other Tokusatsu (GARO Tami no Terasu, Ryukendo)

- Sword Art Online (S1)
- Legend of Daikyumaru GAIKING
- Choujuu Kishin Dancougar
- Stop!! Hibari Kun!
- Tekkaman Blade
- Legend of Heavenly Sphere Shurato
- Casshern Sins
- GetBackers
- The Heroic Legend of Arslan (OVA)
- Zoids Genesis
- Higurashi When They Cry
- Junjou Romantica (maybe, maybe not)

ON HOLD/Unsure/Slow (BOOK/COMIC)
- Claymore
- Nokizaru REAL NINJA
- Wolf Guy : Ookami no Monshou
- Nabari No Ou
- Sailor Moon (Stuck at Dead Moon Circus.)
- Saint Seiya: Saintia Sho
- Saint Seiya Next Dimension
- Saint Seiya Episode G

COMPLETED (Recent)
- Aldnoah ZERO (S2)
COMMENT: What can I say?

- Gundam Build Fighters TRY
COMMENT: Don't think the FINAL was the best, but what I do know is this: GUNPLA IS FREEDOM!

- Gundam: Reconquista of G
COMMENT: Tomino dot dot question mark exclamation point.

- GARO: The Animation
COMMENT: THANK YOU!

- Bandit Daughter Ronja (Ronja Rövardotter)
COMMENT: ....I loved it. Ramble one day. Well done Goro. I recommend it.

- PSYCHO PASS 2
- Terra Formars
- The Wind Rises (Kaze Tachi nu)
- NARUTO (COMIC)
- HELLSING ULTIMATE (OVA)
- FREE! (Season 1)
- Kamen Rider Gaim
- Mobile Suit Gundam-san
- Gundam UNICORN
- PSYCHO PASS (S1)
- FAFNER of the Azure (Season 1)
- Aldnoah ZERO (S1)
- Captain Earth
- Knights of Sidonia (S1)
- Nobunaga The Fool
- BUDDY COMPLEX (S1)
- BUDDY COMPLEX: Conclusion Chapters (バディ・コンプレックス 完結編 ―あの空に還る未来で―)
- Gundam Build Fighters (S1)
- Saint Seiya OMEGA (Season 1 & 2)
- Windaria
- Kamen Rider Gaim
- Zyuden Sentai Kyoryuger (THANK YOU!)
- Kamen Rider Wizard
- Mobile Suit ZETA Gundam
- GARO Makai Senki (Season 2)
- Saint Seiya: LOST CANVAS
- The Yagyu Ninja Scrolls (YxM)
- Eureka Seven (TV series)
- Eureka Seven: Pocketful of Rainbows Movie
- Eureka Seven AO (TV series)
- GARO Season 1
- GARO: Red Requiem (movie)
- GARO Gaiden stories, including KIBA Gaiden
- Mokei Senshi Gunpla Builders Beginning G
- Mobile Suit Gundam AGE
- Macross Zero
- Macross Plus
- Katekyo Hitman Reborn (comic only)
- Kamen Rider Fourze
- MS IGLOO Series (Apocalypse 0079 & Hidden One Year War)
- MS IGLOO 2: Gravity Front

BOOKS/STORIES (New)
- AMERICAN SNIPER
- Looking for a new Jurassic Park novel.
- LEGEND OF ZELDA: Hyrule Historia (Own)
- Pirates Latitudes (Completed)
- Shoninki: Ninja Teachings (Still wondering/in library)
- The GodFather (Still wondering)

- The adventures of the brave Flute by Asakura Rei (勇者フルートの冒険)

-Haou Taikei Ryu Knight: DARK LORD
doggiedynasty: (Busy and Books)
Very random because...well, Formula One on the brain. Occasionally can catch European races on TV at work (and beautiful Ferrari models). And all I seem to blog about mostly is crap life and what I watch. Sometimes it's games and sometimes it's books.

What is the cause for most car crashes in competitive racing?

Is it mechanical failure? Or is it the fault of the driver (such as in overpass)? Weather?

2nd thought, what is the lead cause of automobile crashes? Alcohol? Distractions (phone, smoking, etc)? Weather? mechanical failure? Lack of understanding in the rule of the road?

This is all rhetorical. Maybe I can do a new theme here, something for me to blog on.

Also, I am finally playing ACE ATTORNEY! Pretty good.
doggiedynasty: (120% Enthusiasm)
Well, as usual, a miserable week. I am getting extra frustrated with my niece, and it keeps me up late at night since that seems to be the only time I can get some peace and do what I wish. But I haven't been sleeping properly as it is lately. She says the darn-dest things that just melts the heart.

"No fighting, and no yelling."

"Baby needs a hug."

I want to quote as much as I can, but my memory can't maintain.

In the Watchlist World: Aldnoah ended, I haven't watched the Ronja final yet (I'm not in a rush) or the GARO animation final, Gundam Reconguista of G is over, and I finally watched Gundam The Origin.

I'll ramble about Gundam Reco another time, if that's possible. Not sure if I can even describe it. It is such a random show; I really can't believe how silly it was.

To quote another guy: "G Reco's barrier to entry is too much for me to recommend it to anyone. It'll be like telling people to run thru a doorway w/ unseen glass."Loved the comedy though.

Gundam The Origin suffers from a lack of animation budget, and there are shoes to fill after being spoiled by GUNDAM UNICORN, but I think ORIGIN is pretty good. Violence AND comedy. Fantastic.

[ GERMAN PLANE CRASH ]
I am not sure why anyone would allow a guy with not just only mental issues, but insignificant amount of flying hours, to fly a commercial airplane, especially with many passengers. I am sure that you need to be an officer.

It's a shame.

[ MOBILE GAME ]
Phone is giving me a little bit of sanity since I can't keep up with new console or console games, and life just sucks.

Peggle Blast gets harder or more unfair on the way up. I feel that it may end up like Candy Crush, and force me to slip it some pocket change just for a few extra turns. But I like achieving things through hard work, and that includes strong character and winning. and I'm paying through my data-loaded phone bill after all

I have no idea why I'm playing something as grueling as "Sonic & ALL STARS: Transformed" ON THE PHONE. I have to do easy mode ~_~ Why do I play racing games on the stupid phone? It's horrible! But yet, it's still fun from what I gather from it, and I may want it on console one day. Interesting themes (or mode) for the races, outside of battle and time trials, and the stages have different pathways. STILL, there are invisible walls, especially during flight mode and it's annoying.

Not to mention niece overlord wants to play it ^-^; Even though she has no idea what to do. She says, "can I have phone?" or "I wanna play car!" Is she becoming Petrolhead?
doggiedynasty: (Busy and Books)
First step.

I guess what is needed is a little hope, and a little negotiation.

But I also need to think. I need to find that place where I'm supposed to go.

Music time: Not heartbroken, but Brenda Lee had a pretty lovely voice. I could listen to her anytime almost.

"Want to be wanted".

doggiedynasty: (Busy and Books)
This is related to This entry from before.

I probably don't know where I should be yet. It's probably something very unexpected. I already heard many stories about celebrities' past and how people go from here to there. How one man just wasn't sure where to go, but he went to a class and further pursued the specialty of that class.

But I thought of "what I wanted" many times and tried to take steps. Automotive, acting, anthropology (cultural study/human science), computer (which I was pushed to do out of an assumption only because I go on the PC a lot), pottery, art, etc. One time I thought, "Hey! I can so do geography because I was so into that when I was younger!" and when I did a class on it, it didn't turn out well. Why? I can't remember. Maybe it was too confusing?

I was just upset. I hate trying and failing many times. Having this euphoric feeling that I love something and can do it, then I end up failing. Failing in what I like; to think that I liked it or could like it.

I don't want to do it just to show people that I'm doing something. I don't have that kind of life time.

I have a feeling if I follow avionics, and I am a total plane geek, I'll just fail again. Aerodynamics is difficult. And to add onto my frustration, I'm stuck with a baby because of fools.

"I'm going to this-and-that college!"
"OH THAT'S GREAT! Congrats!"
"I'm taking classes!"
"I'm working here!"
"Good good!"

Doggie's Week was same ol', same ol'. And I am just sick of it. I was particularly upset yesterday and I can't even remember the reason. I can't look forward to a day off; yesterday, I was so tired, and had this hazy feeling when trying to sit down and read. My vision dimmed or I just wanted to fall sleep. American Sniper is still unfinished due to my time and my lack of motivation.

I read an article about "Most unhappiest jobs" and "truck driver" and "retail" were among them, and I remembered those two being the most common jobs posted in advertisement. Online?

Looking through the newspaper, I read about new automobiles and lease for homes, and it's seems so out of my reach.

There's a used GT-R in Troy! (>.<) Oh, I know it's close to a dream to obtain, but I can dream. And it's a car, and it means someone touched it, and it was built for use. That would be fantastic.

Sometimes, I don't want to dream, I want to get there. One day, I want to tell a story that'll help others who feel depressed, feel stuck, or feel like they're at a wall. Able to answer those those "indecisive" questions.

To be that good friend.

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